Skidding to a halt

So you don't realize that when they give you your IVF calendar that it is a pretty rigid thing.  Unfortunately I had to cancel this cycle because of an non-flexible trip to Colorado. After initially talking to one of the nurses, it was thought that I could still stay on track as long as I could see someone in Colorado to do the scan/draw.  Who knew that infertility was huge in Colorado! There were several clinics to potentially use.  So I was in good spirits thinking that I could "have my cake and eat it to". Then I talked to another nurse that for one of the scan/draws I couldn't make it on that particular day but could the following. Well that was a no go it had to be on the particular day! Since it was too close to potentially needing to change meds or trigger shots or something.  I was devastated, I really wanted to be able to do both. I felt like time was ticking away too fast but ultimately the trip to Colorado took precedence. And it was a really good trip!